Oops, I Did it Again....

So, I tested last night. I knew that there was no way I was going to be able to hold out. BFN. I actually felt better after I did it though. At least I know. I'm preparing myself for AF and another month of disappointment. Then when I got up this morning, I decided to try again. Another BFN. I could have done without that, but I did it to myself. My temp went down this morning too. Boo. Not a lot, but just that it went down says enough to me. More than likely, AF will show up tonight, right around the time I get to work. She is a crazy bitch like that. I guess I'll just keep testing until she gets here though. Peeing on stuff is a hard habit to let go of.