Well...here goes nothing!

So, I think today might be the big "O" Day. I'm not really sure though. My doc told me that I would O one week after my last Clomid pill. That would have put O on Saturday. But last month, I didn't O the day I was supposed to. I O'ed about 4 days later. So I am thinking that I might O as late as Wed. Ugh...I have no idea how women do this and don't take Clomid. At least I have a general idea about when I should O. If I didn't have that, I would be lost. I do really like that I have last months chart to look back at. It's been a great reference tool. I recommend to anyone who's even considering TTC, that you start charting. Maybe if I had done this earlier, I wouldn't have had to go through 8 months without ovulating.

While I really don't find TTC that "fun", I am trying to look on the bright side. During the 2ww, there's just that little spark of hope inside that thinks, "well...maybe this time it worked!". Even if it turns out to be wrong, its such a good feeling. As much as we've tried to keep TTC a secret, I think everyone knows. Could be paranoia, could be over-analyzing things, I don't know. I have told a few people. DH hasn't told anyone, but he sucks at keeping secrets. Really we both suck at secrets. I have always thought that I would wait until after my first trimester to tell people I was PG, but I don't know if we'll be able to hold out. I guess only time will tell.

Today marks the first day of trying to eat a little healthier. I'm not going on a diet or anything, but I would like to start making better decisions. I stocked up on fruits and other "better" things today at the store. We'll see. Wish me luck this cycle, I think we need it!