Random Thoughts...

So, I am sitting around waiting to O. I have no idea when it will happen, and I find the entire process a little frustrating today. I started OPK's today, which I am not so sure about. I ordered some cheapies from a pretty popular website, and now I'm wondering if I should have just spent the extra money and bought a name-brand OPK. We'll see at the end of this cycle, I guess.
I find myself wondering what I have done in my life that is making it so difficult to get pregnant, and I can't figure it out. I am pretty much a good person, I'm honest, and I am genuine with people. I like me. I don't think it's anything that I've done, but you can't help but wonder about things like this sometimes.
We ordered new carpet and laminate flooring last week, which is very exciting. When we decided we were ready to TTC, I told H that we had to get new carpet asap. I couldn't imagine bringing a child into the world with carpet like this. I am honestly shocked that I can walk across it without wearing shower shoes or slippers or something. Now that I've thought about it, I will probably be disgusted when I do have to step on it again. It's going to look so nice when we get it all installed. Yay. And we are tearing up the carpet that's in the eating area and putting laminate flooring there. This was also a decision based on the fact that we will soon (hopefully) have children. Who puts carpet on the area where your child will be eating spaghetti and other messy foods? Who knows.
On another good note, the dog tried to rip down the curtains in the bedroom, which in and of itself does not sound like a good thing, but... in trying to rip them down, he bent the curtain rod, which is ugly and needs replacing. So now I can replace it and not feel so bad about fixing something that isn't broken. I'm going to look around for other things that I could break and blame on the dog. Ha!
I can't wait to be PG and start showing and wearing maternity tops. I think that's exciting. I'm sure I'll feel like a fat cow when it happens, but as of right now, I am looking forward to it. Note to self: read this when hugely pregnant and laugh at your own stupidity. I hope my boobs get bigger. And stay bigger. Chances are they won't stay big, but hey, a girl can dream.
I think I am going to start eating healthier. We still have lots of junk in the house, because we both are huge sweet eaters, but I think when it's gone, it's gone. No more Oreos, Snickers ice cream bars, cookie mix, or Drumsticks. Oh...Oreoooos. Yum. Gotta go. :-)